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There are alot of update going on here,this site and my sister site merlioncity.Recently added two flash to the intro that i just learn over the weekend.Well havung been praying to have the strength to build up my courage and determination.There are times when a person is weak,to weak to fight on in daily life.Thinking of to give up everything and be ordain as a monk.Is that what they call escaping reality or realising everthing is not permanent in life?From what i learn in my religion,it our inter fundament darkness that present us from becoming happy.Why life has to be so complicated?I guess the biggest weakness in me was that i was unable to take things in a more positive way.What i saw around me were people competing, high society low society.When everyone is ahead of you ,you felt outcast.It not what i want to feel that way,but it how this society play the game.Once i recall a friend of my after watching the movie"METRIC', all of us are living in a system just like the movie.Everything is in a kind of control,once you leave this system,you will go to another system.i couldn't agree more.To me ,life just like a war,you have no rules no second chance.It all up to you to fight your way out.How wonderful it is to lead a simple life,there is a place i know that can fulfill my ideal of living.what is the art of living?Simplicity is beauty.hmm i think i should give a call to my girl who is working right now.She is a strong girl i should say,encourage me alot when i'm down , a very innocent and simple girl.the way her perspective of life is not everyone would agreed to,but hey it her life ,and i appreciates and respect that.26mar2002 2310hrs